February 8, 2010
"Raping Iraqi women is what I consider Crucifying Iraq...they are her and she is them, they come from her and she comes from them."
I am Iraq's son...all the words on earth...
Hell and Heaven...
Will fail miserably to describe what I really feel...
I...the son of Iraq do not need to describe to you how I feel even if I could, because I do not want you even if i could.
There is no week passes peacefully in my life unless I here something horrible, terrible, heinous, sick...something that makes you vomit...such as rape. I began to hear these stories frequently...and I cannot ignore them, no one can ignore such an act of Infidelity, and not just any infidelity...it is an act of the highest level of Infidelity, an act more than demolishing the Ka'aba or crucifying Jesus or even demolishing Prophet Mohammed's Mausoleum, nothing could be more horrible than rape.
Or even crushing a baby under a tank, yes I know that is cruel, but the baby will die, the women being raped even as I am typing will not die, they would wish to die, death as i said becomes a luxury to them. Only the ones that fear death...have committed suicide, or even assistant suicide from their cell mates, cutting their veins...
This topic is constantly lingering in my head, I constantly think about it, even when I am eating...I say to myself "many women are being raped at this very moment when the spoon is in your mouth." then I ask myself...
"right here...right now, do I have the right to eat when these women are being raped? how can I ever enjoy tasting such food when they are being raped, screaming and crying, begging? how can I ever do such a thing? How can I eat? it is like I am betraying them...betraying myself, being a traitor, betraying my country when they don't get to eat the food I am eating there in prison."
General...have you lost your mind? it feels like you are not so far from loosing your mind and reason.
General...you are a male like these dogs out there, you got the beard, you got the muscles, you got the thick voice, you got the penis, the testicles...you are like them, and I hate myself so much every time my mind reminds me that I am a male, I would skin myself alive if it weren't for the pain.
One simple question that constantly keeps hitting my head like a hammer when I think of the Iraqi women being raped is...WHY? I dug too deep into the matter trying to figure out why...
I found answers but not very satisfying, because I knew there was more to it, that it is not just an act of rape and Infidelity. Typical answers that were unsatisfactory were:
Sick, Perverted, Bastards, Lust, Egoistic, the satisfaction of a coward taking something precious by force, their enjoyment of humiliating another human, a human they consider an infidel, a terrorist, an enemy, someone that does not even have the right to breath or live like a normal human being, their inner satisfaction that feeds their hunger for power, an act that makes them feel powerful, satisfying their ego and vanity...and I will stop right there
Ive always felt there was something missing, even now I take pauses trying to figure out where was I when I think of Hiba...Nadia...Samahir and hundreds of others that were and still are being raped even as I type...both Women, Men and Children raped in prison.
Something must be missing...and I was so stupid not to know it, it was right there before my eyes.
These sick perverted bastards apart from liking what they are doing, they get direct orders from their superiors to do what they want to do including rape and torture.
The main objective is a Psychological war, they want to kill the Iraqi people's resistance by doing such a thing, the traitors told them that you will crush them down by violating and ruining the most precious diamond in every Arab man's life and that is his mother, sister, wife and daughter.
The main objective is to HUMILIATE the Iraqi individual specifically and HUMILIATE the Arab individual in general, to deliberately degridate and humiliate the Iraqi female that resembles the Arab virtue. And this act of Infidelity is only one part of the process of erasing the Arab identity.
Among these objectives stems another one which is the most important, it is to recognize ISRAEL, forcibly or willingly, to become their slaves forcibly or willingly, to announce an new colonization era, to lay down to them.
This act of rape, of degradation, of humiliation, of infidelity, barbarism, heinous, sickness and perversion is a warning to all other nations or country who has in mind to say NO to the USA.
If you think nothing could get to you, then you are mistaken. If we are a weak nation now, incapable of punishing you, incapable of revenge...then keep in mind, stick it like an ear ring that you never take off, keep in mind that God Almighty is capable...and you will see for it.
There is a very known Iraqi saying:
"God does not punish by throwing stones."
